Tuesday, January 12, 2010
The 12th Day @ 9:51 PM
The past few nights while jogging, when i looked up and if i strained my eyes a little, i would see countless stars shinning in the sky... and i would simile to myself...
I just went jogging with a friend just now.. but when i looked up, i couldn't see any stars... i feel that.. something is gonna go very wrong soon....
I've been hiding my true emotions from my school friends... cause that's all they are... School friends, best friends even... but they aren't my true friends... in the sense that i can't share my personal feelings with them... and i can't be my normal self around them...
I'm still yearning for love.. for care and concern.. Strong care from friends.. but I'll never receive it.. i show it to my true friends... but i don't receive it back...
Sorry Mei....
