Tuesday, January 26, 2010
The 24th Day @ 7:07 PM
Okay.... didn't post for last two days cause my internet broke down... Although even if it didn't, i wouldn't have posted much anyways... My life is just getting more and more screwed up by the second....
The days seem to get longer and longer... I really want to meet up with the CG.. yet at the same time, i don't feel like seeing ...... Still thinking about it... Might not be going for CG for a few weeks...
I feel so emotionally consumed... Just when I'm starting to learn to control my emotions.... Maybe I'm just too emotional?... I feel to violently... But.. that's just who i am... If i lost emotions, i would have lost myself....
I'm so tired.. and i feel so sick... but i my school friends don't notice... I'm glad for that.... My headaches have become even more frequent too... they come and go.... daily... i even knocked my head with the metal part of the sound cable earlier.. now my head is swelling.... Why is life so harsh?...
