Wednesday, January 27, 2010
The 25th Day @ 8:43 PM
I still don't feel like going for CG... i don't know why... Call it being selfish i guess.. but i just don't wanna feel hurt again... After 7 times of heart break you would think that someone would stop loving right?... I can't help it...
I can't stop loving... can't stop caring... Cause that's my nature..
I feel myself becoming even more and more tired... At the same time, loosing control over myself... I've been scolding vulgarities again... And i loose my temper easily... Even while on duty, even the slightest sound that's off key/out of tune causes my head to hurt...
Even now, listening to a song on my phone causes my head to hurt...
Since when did living a life become so hard?...
