Sunday, February 7, 2010
The 36th Day @ 3:08 PM
Okay.. so.. I'm still feeling a bit paranoid... I keep looking at other people and it seems like they're all giving me an angry look?..
It scares me sometimes when a close friend doesn't reply my sms for a long period of time...
The sermon today really hit me hard.. I can tell from what i heard that apparently I'm an approval addict- always seeking for other peoples approval... I constantly fear that people either dislike me or hate me....
And I'm always wondering what other people think of me...
Last night, i was on my bed stoning for 10mins, when "woke" up, i realised that my eyes were teary and there was a wet spot on my pillow... i still don't know if that was caused by saddness or by sleepiness...
