Monday, February 22, 2010
The 50th Day @ 8:05 PM
Wow... Post number 50... Am i supposed to be happy?...
I feel unbearable piercing pain in my heart...
Due to problems of the past...
I know i shouldn't recall the bad memories..
But bad memories are always easier to remember then to good ones right?...
I've become so seized by my emotions...
One moment i feel as though I'm the happiest person in the world..
And the next i feel like I'm better off dead...
I'm affected more by the little things then the big picture...
But the little things in life are important as well aren't they?...
How i wish i could just forgot about everything...
I seem to have lost control over my friendships... As well as 'kinship'...
I don't know what's wrong....
And i won't ever know...
Cause i don't get a reply...
