Wednesday, March 3, 2010
The 59th Day @ 8:30 PM
I feel like I'm being played with...
Used as a tool...
When you don't need it, you throw it aside and completely ignores it...
When you need it, then you go look for it and 'care' for it...
But as a tool, I'll always be there...
I can't leave the place where I'm designated to be...
It hurts to be ignored by others...
Its scares me when it seems as though i did something wrong...
I feel sick.. I feel sleepy....
I think i just destroyed my march holidays...
Without thinking, i accidentally got my name put down for AEM..
Which according to a friend, is going to take up my march holidays..
Add that to the L.I.A (Leadership in action) camp at the start of the holidays...
I don't know... i feel so down...
I need someone to be here for me now..
But there's no one available?..
There's no one who bothers...
