Sunday, March 14, 2010
The 68th Day @ 6:10 PM
Finally back form L.I.A..
Camp was fun i guess... but only today...
Feeling slight pain in my body...
But its nothing compared to ... .... .. .. .....
I have learned quite a bit from the camp..
Although i'm not going to elaborate on that..
Feeling slightly down i guess...
Not sure why...
Maybe i'm just too tired...
And i don't think that i can control my friendships anymore...
It feels weird when someone you are close to suddenly just drifts away,
And grows A LOT closer to someone else..
And it's painful to know that someone is ignoring you on purpose..
and you have no clue what the reason is...
I kinda hate myself...
Because i'm always thinking negatively
Always writing sad and depressing stuff
Always intentionally sinning against God..
Being such an irritating person..
