Friday, April 23, 2010
The 105th Day @ 8:22 PM
Wow :D
Today was..
Just amazing :X
I've seen so much..
And I've learned a lot too :D
I've seen people getting leadership positions
I've seen people smile from the bottom of their hearts for the new journey they have just begun..
I've seen people who easily irritate others with their actions, But underneath their seemingly idiotic actions, are nice people..
I've seen people smiling despite their tiredness..
I've seen people enjoying their time together with their friends, cherishing every moment they are spending with one another..
I've seen small miracles taking place :DD
Somehow, I feel that I've worked a few miracles today :D
I've helped lots of people :P
Taking away some of their burdens,
Helping them carry out their goals :X
But with that said..
I've also become more aware of myself..
I've seen Jing Zhi getting high leadership positions,
Well-deserved positions i might add :D
But then,
I see myself,
A leader who can't even get his team to work with him..
Who has problems getting them to work..
And I've realised..
That I have not really taken their feelings into consideration..
I've yet to see them as special individuals..
Each and everyone of them..
With that said,
Learning is a part of life..
And so is growing :D
Its not about quantity, nor is it about quality..
Its about intentions and whats in your heart :D
Cause the reason for your actions..
And the feelings you carry out these actions with,
Are what really matters :DD
Even though what you do may seem insignificant,
If it was done with a sincere and true heart,
With good intentions,
I'm sure that your actions with get through..
And influence others to do the same :D
I've thought a lot today..
And a lot of things seem clear to me now..
When you spend a lot of time with one person,
Sometimes, you begin to start taking that person for granted..
And you turn to cherish those who you spend little time with..
However, sometimes,
When you spend a lot of time with one person,
You in turn cherish that person more..
You become closer..
And begin trusting each other more..
Whereas,
With those you spend little time with,
You tend to stray away from them..
Becoming less comfortable with them..
Sharing less...
But..
These two contradicting facts of spending time with people..
Are two sides of the same coin..
So we have to learn to accept both..
Cherishing everyone,
Those we spend lots of time with..
And those we spend less time with..
Today..
I've finally internalized a point which i have repeated countless times..
"I don't mind not being with you, Just as long as you're happy, I'm happy.."
This sentence..
Although i said it a lot previously,
Deep down,
I would still yearn to be close to the person i say it to..
Contradicting my own words..
But today..
I'm finally able to repeat this line..
And be 100% sure I'm speaking from the bottom of my heart :D
Hahas :X
All of a sudden,
I feel really tired,
Left out and different..
However,
I'm still happy..
For everything God has showed me today..
And everything he's trying to teach and instill in me..
Let's all work hard towards our goals!! :D
I wish everyone a good night's sleep :X
Whatever tiredness/stress you might have right now,
Let it be drowned out by the happiness you will experience in the days to come :D
Good luck to all :DD
Jiayous!!
