Monday, April 26, 2010
The 108th Day @ 7:45 PM
Yea..
I'm still kinda upset..
The anger against myself continues to be fueled by my own brainless actions..
My life is like one huge joke..
Full of ironies...
Haiz..
I don't know what to write..
Just that i feel really bad ><...
But still..
I see people around me,
Some get much more scoldings,
Yet seem so unaffected..
They continue their old ways.. ><..
Just now,
I listened to a song i have not heard in a while..
Joey Mcintyre : Stay The Same
Don't you ever wish
You were someone else
You were meant to be
The way you are exactly
Don't you ever say
You don't like the way you are
When you learn to love yourself
You're better off by far
And I hope you always stay the same
Cause there's nothing bout you I would change
I think that you could be
Whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize
All the dreams you have inside
Don't be afraid
If you've got something to say
Just open up your heart
And let it show you the way
Don't you ever wish
You were someone else
You were meant to be
The way you are exactly
Don't you ever say
You don't like the way you are
When you learn to love yourself
You're better off by far
And I hope you always stay the same
Cause there's nothing bout you I would change
Believe in yourself
Reach down inside
The love you find will set you free
Believe in yourself
You will come alive
Have faith in what you do
You'll make it through
Don't you ever wish
You were someone else
You were meant to be
The way you are exactly
Don't you ever say
You don't like the way you are
When you learn to love yourself
You're better off by far
And I hope you always stay the same
Cause there's nothing bout you I would change
No, there's nothing bout you I would change
Don't change...
I guess..
This some should be sung to me ><..
But there's one thing wrong with this song..
No one will stay the same..
Change is inevitable..
Everyone changes..
It's a part of life..
However,
One has a choice,
On how he or she changes..
Let your choices be the one that you heart chooses...
Haiz..
I should still smile i guess..
But then again..
This morning,
I was just quiet..
Just didn't want to say much..
Everyone just assumed that i was emo?..
Since everyone TREATS me like I'm emo..
Then... Never mind..
I guess,
My own actions led to this misconception..
But hey,
Its a fact that I'm unhappy ><...
Still,
I'll smile :D
Cause i know,
Out there,
There are A LOT of people who are suffering more then me,
Who feel more pain,
More sorrow..
And I've already told myself..
I want to help those people..
And basically everyone around me who feels down..
Encourage them :D
And the best way to start..
Is by smiling :DD
Well,
You might not trust me..
But i hope that if you ever feel down,
Don't hesitate to talk to me about it..
I might not be able to solve the problem,
But getting it off your chest will make you feel better..
So yeah,
Tell me :D
If not,
Tell someone else :X
Oh well..
I'll smile..
Regardless :D
