Friday, April 30, 2010
The 112nd Day @ 11:11 PM
Haiz..
Yeah..
I'm defiantly upset..
I seem to be bothered by something..
And it shows in my actions..
However, i can't seem to place my finger on exactly what I'm so bothered by..
My brain wasn't working well today.. ><..
I don't know..
What exactly is wrong?..
I have no clue..
Yet again,
I feel all alone..
I'm in a bad mood..
But no one at home notices?..
Either that or they just don't bother..
I hate it that i always have to be the one..
To be the 'slave'..
To buy lunch for me and my brothers..
ALWAYS ><...
Haiz...
But that's the reality of life..
It has and will always be unfair..
We just have to accept facts.. ><...
Sometimes..
I just really hate that my emotions are so strong ><..
But then again...
As i said before..
These emotions make me who i am..
So why am i complaining?..
Why am i complaining about my life..
When i have this luxury of a computer to blog with..
A roof over my head..
Sufficient food at every meal..
Proper clothes..
A family...
Friends...
Haiz...
In the end,
I always end up fighting with myself ><..
Stupid ain't it?..
Oh well..
Stupidity has always been a part of me..
And i guess, It will always be a part of me :D
Cause I'm just Me :D
Oh well..
If i start smiling now..
Who knows,
Maybe all these fake smiles will become true soon :D..
Hahas...
I'm currently wondering if any of my friends are going through any hardships/problems..
Oh well..
Good Luck everyone :DD
Don't screw up in your MYEs like how i did!! :P..
