Saturday, April 3, 2010
The 85th Day @ 11:13 PM
Wow... Internet is finally fixed :DD
Has not been on for 3 days.. ><
I feel that A LOT has happened..
Mostly bad...
I have a nagging feeling..
Well.. its REALLY GOING TO BE A LONG POST...
3 days in 1 post :DD AWESOME!! :D
Well.. Had BBQ today at Casa Blanka :DD
It was fun!! :P
But received an sms ><
And it kinda ruined the mood..
But not by a lot :P..
Took a walk..
And hid the fact that i was worried away :X
But in my heart, i was worried..
Now that I'm home,
Even more worried ><..
Hahas.. I feel like such a worrywart :X..
But i can't help it..
Every single one of my friends are precious..
And more so my Meis..
Hopes that everything is fine..
But i highly doubt it.. ><
Okay.. Here goes..
I wrote this down yesterday and the day before..
Didn't edit anything :P
So yeah,
It's all 'RAW' :P
Yesterday:
Second day of internet-less-ness XP
AHAHA :P The only thing i miss about the net is chatting with my friends and Meis :D
Slept A LOT today :DD
Was sleeping the whole day in fact.. :P
Woke up at about 10?!?..
And watched movies screening on channel 5 till 2 pm :P
Then something COOL happened :D
I realised i have a unique ability :X
I CAN FORECAST THE RAIN :DD AHAHA..
Like SERIOUSLY :P
You know like, rain has this weird smell i can't comprehend..
At 2pm, i went like "It's going to rain soon.."
And it was TOTALLY CLEAR outside :P
But you know what?..
At 2.30, IT STARTED RAINING :DD
Although only for a short period :PP
Then it was on-off sleeping till 6pm :P
Hahas has a bad flu now.. ><
Wonder if I'm going to fall sick.. :PP
Miss talking with the two of them on msn ><..
Don't be shy to say the words 'I love you'..
Cause people enjoy hearing these words :D
And it doesn't necessarily have to mean romantic love :P
Love is a broad word :D
Just don't let 'love' turn into 'lust' :X
We might be far away physically,
But wherever you are,
We still share the same sky :D
One sky :D
Continued from earlier...
Just came home from a half-an-hour walk :D
OH, I GOT STALKED ><...
I went to woodlands crescent park for a walk,
But apparently,
It wasn't as quiet and desolate as i thought ><..
So i changed my mind and started walking back..
Saw this weird guy wearing that skirt/sarong thing look at me ><..
I was like 'Okay... FREAKY..."
Continued walking and he was STILL FOLLOWING ><...
But i couldn't be a 100% sure..
So i tested my theory..
I crossed the road into a empty field where i used to play a bit of football..
At the edge of the field, there was a slight slope..
I sat on the slope..
And the guy was gone..
So yeah.. I thought that maybe i was a bit too paranoid.. ><..
But like a minute later,
I realised that guy WAS THERE ><..
Like a meter behind me to my right ><..
Trust me, I WAS SCARED ><..
SO yeah.. now, i was SURE he was following me..
I just sat there..
And at the corner of my eye, i noticed him turning and walking back a bit..
I seized the opportunity and RAN ><.. :DD
Lazed around at the playground after loosing him :DD
A few minutes later,
I moved to the car park rooftop :DD
IT WAS AWESOME :DD
It was QUIET.. PLUS, TOTALLY DESERTED :D
I just sat there and it was really great :DD
Enjoyed the simple things in life :DD
While there,
I suddenly started missing the two of them..
Looked up at the stars[:
Spent about 5mins praying and meditating on God..
Thanking him for what he has done in my life :D
I loved the time i spent there :DD
Haiz.. Don't get why i miss them so much..
Oh well.. Guess i just really enjoy seeing them happy and smiling :D..
But i can't help but feel something is wrong ><..
Reaching for the stars :D
Finding my own dreams :DD
Thursday:
Oh well, bad news and good news today..
Bad news, my days all seem to start of badly..
But in turn, the good news is that my days always end off great :D
Am glad i was able to cheer up Diana today :DD
Well.. Day started off practically half-dead from tiredness..
Was stoning and 'sleeping' the whole of today..
Nearly DIED during mother tongue ><..
But things got better AFTER Math remedial :D
Ran out of SCHOOL to get a breather :P
While on the way back to class,
Met Diana Mei :D And said goodbye :DD Cause she was going home :P
Came home soon after and tried fixing the internet..
But couldn't fix it in the end ><..
Oh well..
TOTALLY has nothing planned for tomorrow..
It's going to be a boring day..
Don't be affected by what people say about the way you look or the way you dress,
Fashion and outward beauty is not TRUE beauty..
TRUE BEAUTY comes from inside :D
It's the simple things in life that affect me the most..
Both GOOD :DD And BAD :X
Like i told a friend,
I'm not PHYSICALLY SICK,
Every time i feel upset,
It's as though someone is stabbing me repeatedly through my heart..
I may look fine on the outside,
But on the inside,
I'm all cut up and sickly..
I want to be DUMB AND SILLY :DD
Cause the dumb live simple and happy lives :DD
And the silly are willing to do anything for others :D
They put others before themselves,
And is willing to do anything for their loved ones :DD
Best thing about my life,
The people i have met (God counts :DD)
Those who have made me smile, :DDD
Those whom i care for, :DDDD
And those for care for me :DD
