Monday, April 5, 2010
The 87th Day @ 7:11 PM
Hmmm.. Mood-less again today..
Well, actually, i don't want to feel anything..
But, I have this weird feeling in me..
A mix of fear, pain, sadness and yet happy? ><..
I think i know why i like AVA so much..
It's cause i get acknowledged and praised..
Contraindication much?..
Everyone enjoys hearing people praising them :D
But how often do you praise others? ..
Frankly, i do it quite often..
Can't say the same if I'm on the receiving end though..
It's like, the only praise i get is after a hard day's work doing AVA ><..
Weird..
Hahas.. I can't behind I'm envious of some guy IN A MOVIE? ><..
I don't know..
Maybe cause he looks good? ><..
Haiz.. i don't know..
But then again.. Why try to be someone or something you're not?..
I'd rather be myself and be hated..
Rather then being loved but as someone I'm not ><...
When someone tells you they're disappointed in you,
Sometimes it doesn't hit you immediately..
But after awhile, you get hit hard ><..
I tripped while running up stairs in school earlier..
Hit right above my left knee...
It didn't hurt at first..
But it did after awhile ><..
A quote from the MOVIE :
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, 'Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?'
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We are all meant to shine, as children do.
We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.
It is not just in some of us; it is in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.
Wants to smile.. But finds it hard to ><..
