Sunday, May 2, 2010
The 114th Day @ 7:34 PM
Sigh..
Oh well..
I guess this feeling of loneliness won't be going away...
Not any time soon at least..
I guess..
I've learned a bit more about myself?..
I realised that..
I'm a better leader when I'm not trying to be a leader..
Like..
When I'm put into a leadership position,
I'll try TOO hard to become a good leader..
Such that I'll forget what it actually means to be a leader...
Checked the price of the ankle weights..
$44.94? ><..
Dad says he'll consider...
Oh well..
Just came back from a walk..
Went to the park..
Saw many different people..
And i thought a lot too...
I saw primary school children..
All obsessed just with rocks :D
They were all curious and hyper..
And everything they were talking about was related to ROCKS?? :P
Ahaha..
But then..
Right after that..
Two of the boys started POSING with the ROCK..
They posed with strong emphasis on their private parts? ><..
And they're like..
Primary 1-3? ><..
What is this world coming to...
I also saw this guy..
Jogging around the park..
He looked like he was about to collapse..
But he didn't stop no matter what..
He just kept going..
For the half an hour i was there..
He didn't walk even one step..
Although he looked like he could just drop from exhaustion..
What perseverance!..
I envy that...
The last thing i saw..
A PINK sunset.. :D
It looked awesome..
And it really got me thinking of someone..
I tried to take a picture of it..
But no matter how hard i tried..
I couldn't get a good shot..
Hahas..
I guess i realised something from that..
True, A picture CAN capture a lot..
But one thing that you can never see from a picture..
Is the true essence of what's in the picture..
There is a difference..
Between a photo and the real thing..
Hahas..
I'm suddenly wishing so badly for someone to talk to ><..
Oh well..
I decided my training for today..
20 times up sloping..
Its going to be harsh..
But I'm still going to push myself..
It'll help me stop thinking so much..
Choose wisely your actions..
What has been carried out or said can never be taken back..
Time that has been lost can never be retrieved again..
Don't let yourself look back and regret what you've did..
Everyone,
There's no limit to what one can do :D
Don't give up..
And don't look down on yourself..
When there's a will, There's a way..
The possibilities are endless..
Edit:
Sian..
In the end, Only did 10 times slopes..
Which is 110 slopes up; 110 slopes down and 20 platforms (Walked for slopes down)
Haiz..
But hey,
Still quite proud of myself..
Considering the fact i actually wanted to stop at 5..
But managed to push myself TWICE that :DD
Hahas.. But then again..
I guess my thoughts and memories of friends is what pulled me through..
So thanks :DD
