Tuesday, May 18, 2010
The 130th Day @ 7:08 PM
I'm super angry at...
Myself ><..
Today was just screwed...
Oh well...
No use just going on and on..
Might as will post what happened...
Okay so..
Was SUPER tired and feeling a little sick this morning...
And received 4 of my results today..
First was E-Math paper 1..
22/35?..
Okay.. Not that bad..
I can live with that...
After that was Physics..
80/100..
I can live with that too..
Even though i know that if it was 'O' Levels,
I'd only get around 70..
Next was Biology..
56/100?
Oh well.. At least i passed?..
But i guess..
Chemistry was the only paper that got me steaming mad...
Theoretical result 71/100
What i got : 66/100?!?
Why the big difference?..
Cause on that day itself,
For the OTAS,
I was rushing...
So while shading, I skipped question 8..
Causing all answers after that to be pushed down by 1?..
Lost 5 marks cause of that ><...
Super angry at myself...
But in the end,
My chemistry teacher added 2 marks...
Don't want the marks though...
I guess..
It really is my fault huh? ><...
But i guess...
Life's just like that?
And i have to be thankful..
Especially to Jing Zhi,
He kept me accountable for my results...
He was the one that influenced me to study..
Thanks friend :D
Haiz..
Have to rush now..
Need to have dinner,
Then rush out to get a hair cut than go for guitar...
Still feel a little pissed at my own stupidity..
But i guess..
Anger fades over time..
And well..
It breaks my heart to be in a bad mood,
Knowing that someone who cares is upset for me too..
Sorry for making you worry..
And thanks for your concern :D
You know who you are[:
Success can not be born from just one mere man alone....
Everyone will face troubles.. and problems of their own..
What differentiates one that will succeed, and one that will fail..
Is the determination to continue even when all odds are against you..
Survive the sea of trouble,
And you'll come out stronger than ever :D
