Wednesday, June 2, 2010
The 145th Day @ 11:19 PM
Phew..
Long day :X
A little sickly now~
And very tired..
It was really awesome to meet up with my school friends again..
It felt so comfortable,
Like its something I'm so familiar with..
I guess its a little TOO comfortable huh?
I went back to my old self in school..
Everything just went back in place..
I guess, being alone during this phase is important..
Oh well, at least I'm controlling my emotions better :D
Main event for today,
Pulau Semakau landfill trip! :D
It was really REALLY fun and enjoyable! (Except for the muddy shoes :x)
I was exposed to so much today..
Its so amazing how everything just works together,
How the animals adapt, get food, etc.
It was really interesting :D
I guess,
My favourite of the day would be the KNOBBLY SEA STAR!
There was one thing i really regret not seeing which is the HEART COCKLE ><..
The guide talked about it,
The two-part shell is heart-shaped with the opening of the valves down the centre of the 'heart'
And apparently, When it dies,
The valves open, such that it looks like a broken heart!
After the walk,
We went to the southern most point just to relax for a bit~
I want to have an outing there!! STAR-GAZING!~
The sea breeze was awesome :D
Enjoyed the short time spend there..
How i wished i could have stayed there longer just to relax...
On the boat ride back, I GOT SEA SICK :X
Not puking or anything,
Just headache + queasy feeling :x
I STILL HAVE A HEADACHE AND QUEASY FEELING!
Basically slept on the bus back to school..
Dragged all my textbooks from my locker to Pizza Hut for lunch with friends,
Then reached home at around 3?
Found out that i am suppose to lead a Bible study pretty soon? O.o
FIRST TO START :X
Plus, I have to settle Yalpha.. and my few projects..
Its going to be quite tiring the next few days..
Went to sleep at about 5 and was woken up in a very irritating way at 7.30 ><..
Had dinner and watched TV till 10?
Went for a quick jog even though i still felt a little sick :X
Dropped on the rooftop of the car park and just laid there for a minute or two..
Just laid there and stared up into the sky :D
I feel sick..
How i wish they were here to nag at me to go rest properly..
To tell me to 'go sleep' and to 'rest well'
To know that they care..
Missing them..
I guess, It IS these little things that you really miss the most huh?...
Its not wrong to miss someone,
To want to be cared for..
To want to be loved...
In the end,
You could have the whole world caring for you,
But its still you, yourself who picks yourself up..
Your loved ones can only do so much..
Its still up to you when it comes down to it..
You can hide your feelings from the world,
But you can't hide it from yourself..
You can display your feelings to the world,
But you might be lying to yourself..
Don't cry out in pain/sorrow just so that people will comfort you..
Be true to yourself, don't hide your true feelings and thoughts..
How i wish there would be an island wide blackout in Singapore :X
Then i would be able to see the stars real clearly..
What a sight that would be...
Starry starry night :D
