Wednesday, June 9, 2010
The 151st Day @ 6:59 PM
Sigh..
Pretty bummed out..
Very distracted today as well.. ><
First off,
I DID NOT FORGET TO POST YESTERDAY~..
Just that i didn't feel compelled to post at all..
I guess today has been pretty gloomy eh?..
In the morning went out and met JingZhi at causeway point just to chat..
I guess.. Even if we don't meet face to face,
The thoughts and feelings will still get through..
Somehow..
Morning was pretty saddening..
Was kind off thinking about some upsetting stuff..
Life is not always fair huh?..
Continued Youth EE training today..
Street EE was a huge bummer..
All cause of 1 person..
Haiz...
Then again, I'm in not position to judge him..
After all, I don't know his feelings and thoughts on this..
That said..
Circumstances have left me to be very impacted by his reaction to my sharing..
More than what it seems..
Yeah..
This emote i wrote down ' :') '
It wasn't a mistake...
It has many different meanings..
Do you think you know what it means?
Final day of EE tomorrow..
Have 2 tests..
Oral and written..
90 points that have to be mentioned for oral..
And 100 marks written paper.. ><...
Jiayous bah..
I hope that I'll be able to get some proper rest soon..
It feels odd when its always one-sided sharing..
:')
Edit :
There's only so much i can take..
I guess everything is just piling up inside me..
I've been keeping more and more to myself lately..
And well,
Was at the verge of tears just a few minutes ago..
Fact is, a few tears escaped my eyes...
Didn't REALLY cry in the end,
But i can feel that I'm pretty bad off now..
What am i supposed to do huh?... )':
I hope that no one out there is feeling like me now..
Haiz..
Everything I'm at my lowest,
I'll always be alone physically..
