Thursday, July 1, 2010
The 170th Day @ 9:30 PM
Wowee..
Stressing out a lot cause of SL..
Really feeling pretty worn out cause of it..
I mean, I see those 'in-charge'..
They try so hard..
But few see it...
And even fewer understands..
They carry so much more pressure and burden on themselves..
And the group doesn't do much to help..
Tried to help out..
After today, Hopefully everything is settled..
Hey, Who knows?
Maybe some people hate me now..
Maybe some aren't going to stick to their word..
No use trying to guess right?
All we can do is do our best..
Stuff to do here and there...
Un-done work left lying all over the place..
Really don't have the mood to pick up anything though...
Hate this feeling a lot..
Haiz...
Maybe some rest will kill it off?
But seeing that I'm putting off so much..
Don't think i have the luxury of time anymore..
Oh well..
No use sitting around..
I'll just have to pick myself up yeah?
Tomorrow is going to be a long day again..
Can't afford to let it go to waste..
Time is of the essence..
Edit:
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ ><
I WANT TO KILL MYSELF...
SECOND day in a row i didn't bring my textbook home?
And the homework i have to pass up tomorrow can't be rushed like today's..
Plus, To make things worse,
I DID remember that i needed that E-Math textbook..
But while i was at my locker,
Don't know what came over me..
I took my A-Math.. AND LEFT MY E-MATH IN THE LOCKER ><
Plus, I left my pen in class too..
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MESSED UP!...
What do i do now? )':
Haiz.. Remembering in class,
Thinking of my group mates + class mates,
Wondering how they feel..
Whether they're all right or whether or not they're affected by what they heard..
Along with those tears that were shed..
Everything is piling up...
What can i do? )';
