Sunday, July 4, 2010
The 173rd Day @ 11:33 PM
I just hit 'rock bottom' a feel minutes ago..
A very 'low' point..
I hit it..
And i 'broke'..
Remorse filled me..
And right after that,
I'm stood up again...
Second Week of Yalpha..
Really thankful for everyone that helped pitch into Logistics work..
Thanks guys..
Yeah..
Felt somewhat distant today..
Overwhelmed..
Yeah.. That's all i can say about earlier..
Haiz..
Recently I've been wondering..
These memories i have..
The memories that we share..
Do they mean as much to you, as they do to me?
Do you even remember?...
All i can do, Is cherish these memories..
Cause 'Even though you may forget about these things, I'll cherish these memories.. For the both of us'.. )':
I guess..
Most people nowadays is caught up in 'the spur of the moment'..
They all just jump head-first into anything under the sun,
And after that, they bask in the 'immense joy'..
And immediately after that 'joy' fades,
They go searching for more 'joy'..
Either that they feel utter regret..
And refrain for a limited period of time, After which, they jump right back into the search again..
These people never truly find lasting satisfication and joy..
And i believe, a lot of people are guilty of this...
I had one more thing i wanted to post about..
But i don't remember..Still don't know what it is though...
Something tells me that i'd be better off not remembering..
Getting up again ain't as easy as before..
Being bruised and battered over and over again..
Has left me weak and injured..
The more times i fall..
The harder it is to get back up again..
But the encouragment from friends that i recieve,
Those helping hands extended to help me get back on my feet..
Goes a long way(:
