Tuesday, July 6, 2010
The 175th Day @ 5:11 PM
Hmmm quite early posting today..
Got back from school not too long ago..
And well, Just have something that i REALLY want to get off my chest..
And hopefully, after that, I'll be able to concentrate better on work :x
Well, The 'BIG' thing involves two other guys from my school..
Not going to name names though..
Don't remember if i posted anything regarding this at all..
But the basic jizz of it is that these two guys seem to want to beat me up ><..
Well, To me, Everything with regards to them is just one huge mistunderstanding..
The mistunderstandings started last year?
Quite surprised that they still seem to hold a grudge against me though..
The whole thing is just small mistunderstandings piled up over the span of time...
Actually talked to my Mum about this, Plan to talk to my Dad about this too..
My Mum told me to inform a teacher and not to confront them..
I have a feeling my Dad is going to say the exact same thing..
Well, I guess, I CAN go with that suggestion..
Except i don't think I'll go to a teacher..
Cause at this point, going to a teacher might make matters worse..
But yeah, Am doing my best to avoid them.. But being in the same school and same age,
Doesn't really help :x
To sum in all up, I'm just unsure what to do?..
I guess, yeah, I can say honestly that i don't hold any grudges against them,
I mean, I don't know their point of view..
And maybe they've been through something and due to that they're acting this way?
But, guess i can't say the same for the two of them huh?
Hahas.. Half of me tells me to go talk to them,
Iron things out and who knows? We may become friends..
But, the other half of me is screaming in disagreement..
Telling me to stray away and don't even think of going close to them..
Knowing that someone is pissed at you..
Is really an awful feeling..
I guess,
I'm just going to stay away..
But, if they do come and confront me,
I guess I'll try my best to clear things up..
I am pretty good at personal feelings after all(:
Hahas,
Yeah, I am scared..
That i won't deny..
I mean, I'm weak and puny and all :x
But, I may be weak..
But God is almighty,
And just because of that, I believe that everything will work out,
Whether or not they confront me..
Feeling slighty better after that i guess..
Well, just to add,
Don't judge, be it me or them,
That's all..
Jiayous with you work(:
Ohs, and Sorry if this was too depressing :x
Just really wanted to share yeah..
And Thanks for taking the time to read :D
