Wednesday, July 7, 2010
The 176th Day @ 6:06 PM
From toward onwards..
I will...
TRY TO POST EARLIER :D
LOLS :x
Hahas, yeah, going to do as i wrote..
Don't want to use blogging as an excuse to be on the computer at 11+
Cause once I'm on the computer, Its hard to get off :x
Still haven't even started on the Chinese project..
Its due on Friday..
Totally have no mood to do it >.<..
Phew,
Was a little down in school :x
Still a little down now..
Hahas, A saddening phase..
Wonder how long it will last..
I guess, Cause of this 'phase',
The way I think has changed?
Now, after everything i do..
I'd immediately start recollecting what i did even if its just a minute ago..
And I'll start evaluating?!? >.<..
A mental battle will rage on in my head on whether or not i did the right thing,
Or whether or not I could have done better..
Its killing my brain cells at a rapid pace! X.X
Hahas, I guess,
During this period,
I yearn more for 'love'?
I want to hear those three words 'I love you' spoken to me..
I want to be reassured of my relationships..
In this time, I feel weak and vulnerable..
All the more i have to remain cheerful right?(:
I quote :
"Everyone wants happiness, no one needs pain, but its not possible to get a rainbow without a little showers of rain" (:
