Friday, July 9, 2010
The 178th Day @ 8:38 PM
Got back home close to 8pm..
Was in school the whole day..
Waiting?
Yeah.. I guess that's about right...
At the end of the day,
Was the waiting all in vain?
Maybe, maybe not...
But through the course of waiting,
I was stabbed in the heart..
And even after the waiting was over,
I was stabbed yet again...
I guess,
What i was waiting for,
Was a chance to share..
To pour out all my feelings..
I didn't get that chance though...
How do i feel now?
Upset? Jealous? Envious? Contented?
I guess.. A mix of everything?...
Why?
Because I'm recieving a cold shoulder from a friend?
Cause I'm stressed out over a project?
Cause I'm keeping everything to myself?
Heard that nervousness got to many of the HCL students..
Most seemed disappointed..
But then.. No point crying over spilled milk right?
What's done is done, we cannot change that..
What we can do however,
Is to strive and work harder,
Learn from your mistakes and move on yeah..
Jiayous!..
You say you envy me..
I envy you more..
Why do i feel this way?..
Can't seem to control myself well..
Just seem to 'jump head-first'...
Got to try to smile though..
After all,
"Everyone wants happiness, no one needs pain, but its not possible to get a rainbow without a little showers of rain." :3
