Wednesday, July 14, 2010
The 183rd Day @ 4:58 PM
Sitting down in class,
A feeling of remorse washed over him..
He looks ahead,
At the girl whom which he cares a lot about..
"Is she alright?.. She seems a little upset.." He wonders to himself..
The next moment, The teacher cracks a joke..
He can't help but smile seeing her laugh..
His eyes shift to another girl,
Of whom he cares a lot about too..
Seeing her smile,
He experiences mixed feelings....
"Why does she hate me?... What did i do?.." Yet again, he wonders to himself..
The bell rings and he moves on to a different classroom..
Throughout class, He was pondering about life..
He imagined scenarios that might take place,
From the worse possible scenario,
To the best possible..
And he just went on thinking...
The next bell ring echoed in the back of his mind
As he made his way back to class....
The chance was being presented before him..
He wasn't sure what to do..
She gave him the cold shoulder..
Ignoring him and giving him an ice cold glance..
He recounted the usual morning greetings that seemed to never have happened..
"Byebye!" The distant farewells didn't seem to make it to him..
His hand hanging out over the window pane..
He stared out to the distant bus stop..
He sees her, With her friends, Running to catch the bus..
Somehow, he managed a chuckle through his mixed emotions..
He decided to leave..
Anger against his own stupidity overcame him..
His first clenched and jammed in his pockets as he proceeded with his walk home..
Alone...
Everything seemed like it was extracted from a manga..
Walking along an empty path,
With thoughts of loneliness filling his mind..
And with his emotions running wild..
He would have cried..
If not for the distractions of life..
"Why am i feeling this way even though i have no right to be?.."
His eyes fixed at the ground,
He spots a familiar figure lying on the ground next to the pillar..
He moves forward, Dropping his bag,
He begins slowly showing affection for the feline..
Passing on the feelings of care and concern he wasn't able to show..
He loved animals,
For the simple reason that even though they couldn't understand human speech,
They seem to understand his feelings..
The feline in turn returned his emotions,
Through bunting and rolling..
He was contented..
Forgetting his rush to get home,
He merely sat down beside the cat and stared into space...
Alas, Even a feline didn't accept his feelings,
For when two others approached it,
It left..
Leaving him all alone once again..
Dejected, He picked up his back and went home...
-The End-
Phew, Long story :x
Hope you all enjoy!~
Pretty emo though, Hahas :P
My bad, my bad..
Many things are happening..
Most of which i don't think i should disclose..
Feelings are on a roller coaster again though :x
Maybe i should start jogging again..
Scared? Yes, I defiantly am...
