Thursday, July 15, 2010
The 184th Day @ 7:58 PM
The end is but the beginning of something new,
A new day, A new chapter..
The end is far from near..
Waking up,
He grabbed his phone..
"Darn, 6.15.. Don't even have time to rest a little more.."
Grabbing his clothes, He proceeded with his morning routine,
Walking out into the living room,
He sees his younger brother on the couch sleeping..
Anger rushed through him as he felt a sense of unfairness...
He rushed through breakfast and made his way to school..
Yet again, He sees her..
Walking by him, He felt a certain feeling of pain gripping his heart..
What he saw, He wanted to forget..
But the image was burned into his memories..
That face of disgust/anger...
It was as though nothing ever happened between them..
"*Sigh*, Maybe its just me.."
Back in class,
His eyes wanders, Scanning the whole classroom..
He sees her,
Laughing as she communicates with her friends,
And the other girl, Happily talking to her friends as well...
"They sure do have great friends huh?.."
He felt jealously overcome him..
Was it cause he was treated differently?
He, himself was unsure...
But he was satisfied knowing that they were happy..
Despite that, He still felt the pain stinging him for the rest of the day..
With his elbow supporting him,
He rested his cheek in the palm of his hand.
Staring into space,
He began to day-dream..
The day passed by in a flash..
He was tired..
Tired of all his emotions..
He wandered around,
Trying to pick himself back up again..
Playing with his friends,
Trying hard to smile again from his heart..
All his efforts were in vain...
He wanted to go home..
But he couldn't bring himself to leave..
He soon found out that his friend was on his way to school..
He became excited..
Shaking off all the fatigue,
He killed time in anticipation of his friend..
As tired as he was,
He felt that time spent with his friend was worth it..
The short time spent,
Was what gave him strength..
Carrying a heavy heart still full of worries and troubles,
He went home with renewed hope..
"Thank you" He muttered, although the words didn't make it through..
-To be continued-
Taking the initiative,
Don't expect anything to come to you,
If you haven't done anything for it...
