Sunday, July 25, 2010
The 194th Day @ 12:11 AM
Wow,
Seems odd posting just pass midnight..
But i guess, Theres a first time for everything eh?
Plus, yesterday after posting,
Many things happened,
Important things..
All these things,
They add up,
And indicate to me that I'm still very distracted with my relationship problems..
Well, One of the bone-headed things i did,
Without considering the fact that it was monsoon season,
I ran through a field of grass,
And ended up getting the back of my pants, shirt and my bag splattered in mud,
Not to mention getting my shoes and socks soaked in mud too :x
Hahas, Dumb move ><..
Next, Without considering my friend's feelings,
I made fun of him,
And i just felt really guilty about it..
Idiotic?
Sorry again..
These things wouldn't have happened in the first place,
If i had actually read the sms properly..
Somehow, Instead of reading it as meeting at 5,
I read and memorised it as meeting at 5.30,
And that made me late ><..
All in all,
It was quite a long day..
Got more 'work' to do..
Oh, SL is next week too..
Can't wait to go back to MINDS again..
I wonder if i will be able to think straight by then..
I dislike hypocrites,
For those who don't understand,
Basically, hypocrites are people who say one thing, but do another..
Yea, I really get pissed when a person acts high and mighty 'preaching' one thing,
When in actual fact, his actions contradict his words..
But alas, I guess many people are guilty of that,
And i don't voice out my objections cause i myself am guilty of it.. Sometimes..
But i guess, Sometimes, We just don't notice it?..
Hahas, As the saying goes,
Action speaks louder than words..
Going to have to buck up in my studies..
I'm lagging behind quite a lot..
But i guess it doesn't help that I'm still VERY distracted and somewhat fearful..
Hmmm, Probably going to edit this later :X
Stay tuned~ :D
Hopefully, things will pick up(:
Edit:
Seems to me that I'm back(:
Other than being AWFULLY DISTRACTED and somewhat MOODY,
I seem to be back to normal :P
Hahas, I suddenly feel that lonely feeling from long ago again..
This feeling is odd though..
Its not the lonely feeling with regards to being all alone..
It's a type of feeling that's quite hard to comprehend..
Back to my old self means that usual over-sensitive thinking again :P
Although a little less over-powering now,
I still hate this kind of thinking,
It just puts me WAYYYYYYYYYY down ><..
Oh well,
At least I'm not THAT affected by it..
For now :x
Tired..
Wonder how everything is going to work out this week..
Wonder if we'll be like how we used to be..
Wonder if things will ever go back to the way it was...
Daydreaming madness(:
