Thursday, August 5, 2010
The 205th Day @ 9:56 PM
Hmmm,
Odd, weird, tiring and somewhat saddening day today!
LOLS! :P
Thinking back, It was somewhat funny too :x
Wow,
Ouch..
Just got 'stabbed' ><..
I guess I've been an idiot all this time huh?
Darn.. I feel so stupid now..
Apparently,
It doesn't mean as much to you as it means to me..
Back to the post..
Gosh.. Kinda lost my flare to post..
Oh well..
My day has been pretty rough i guess..
During PE, Did some pull-ups just for fun..
Went a bit too far..
Kinda have a slight muscle pull in my left arm now ><..
Then had a chemistry test..
Super scary..
Cause like, for the first time in a very long time,
I was unsure of my answers..
The test was easy!
But i don't know why, but i just feel uneasy about my answers..
Had an A-Math test too..
But what i wrote...
Its as good as writing nothing..
When did Math get so tough?
After school..
My AVA teacher told us that he will order in Mac..
In the end,
My WHOLE TEAM,
Except me and my seniors,
Went out for Mac..
And they bought back 1 meal for 3 of us? ><...
Ouch..
Got scolded quite a few times during rehearsal too..
Ugh ugh ugh..
Rehearsals ended somewhat early..
But i ended up staying back by myself cause NCC had wet weather program rehearsal..
Quite lonely i guess..
Then had to buy dinner for my younger brother,
And went home after that..
Here i am writing this now,
Realising what a fool I've been..
Tell me how I'm supposed to give you a smile?
Since when did everything change so drastically?!?
Oh well..
Finally can get some rest tomorrow..
I can't wait..
But at the same time,
I somewhat wish tomorrow won't come..
Don't give up just yet,
Just so as long as theres still that small silver linning shinning,
Don't throw in the towel!
Don't let yourself fall into that endless wave of sadness!
Going to live it through!
Smile,
Even if the world jeers at you!
Live life your way,
Its your life, your choice,
Don't let others affect your happiness! :D....
