Thursday, September 2, 2010
The 227th Day @ 3:35 PM
Just got back from school..
No ones home..
And once again,
I'm drinking coke to drown my sorrows =x
Has lots running through my mind right now..
What can i say?
Maybe, All along, I've been fighting the wrong battle..
Consider this,
If krama really does exist,
And the good always get the good stuff,
The bad always get the bad stuff,
Than won't this earth be full of angels?..
But then again,
What exactly is good?..
Perhaps all this time,
I've been taking for granted what i have..
Taking for granted the friends that i have,
That no matter what,
We'll always make up and be friends again..
The one week September holidays is right at my doorstep..
Yet i don't want it to come..
I don't want to carry this uneasy and unsure feelings of mine into the holidays..
I don't want to enter this period of rest with broken friendships..
I can't bare the thought of being away,
When I'm unsure of what to say..
At this point,
I want to apologize,
To Jing Zhi,
Sorry for ignoring you earlier in front of the library..
Alas, My train of thoughts seem to be getting away from me once again..
Its kinda upsetting..
When people speak first,
Its because they have something they want to say to you,
Or its just cause they want to talk to you..
Yet when you realise that if you don't say anything first,
No one talks to you..
How would you feel than?
Sure, Amount of time spent talking does not equal to friendship,
But talking is the best source of communication ain't it?
And communication is important in all sorts of relationships yeah?..
Sigh..
I guess everything will work out somehow yeah?
But just sitting here and doing nothing ain't going to work at all..
Sometimes, Waiting is not the solution..
Going to sort my problems out one by one,
Hopefully, By the end of tomorrow,
I'll have everything sorted out,
And will be able to get ample rest during the holidays..
I'll just sleep off the sadness as usual =P
At this point in time...
I really have to say that....
THIS PIMPLE ON MY NOSE IS BUGGING THE HECK OUT OF ME! ><
I don't mind that it looks ridiculous,
I just mind that I really don't want to pop it and have puss all over my face..
Maybe I'll write more later?
I have a feeling that I'm not remembering lots of stuff that i wanted to blog about..
So yea(:
I'll edit this later!
Stay tuned~ =P
Edit:
Once again, It has come to the edited section of my post :D
Don't say 'what if',
Just go ahead and do it(:
Life will not always go according to plan,
Unfortunate turn of events happens to everyone,
But not trying at all,
You don't even have that chance of success..
As the saying goes,
'You are never beaten until you quit'
The message might not get through,
But the feelings behind it defiantly will! :D
Opps, Better study for Physics..
Is what i would have said if i had not left my physics notes in school :p
Aww heck~
Have a good nights rest,
Wake up, and forget the worries about today..
Don't worry for tomorrow,
Tomorrow will worry for itself :D
Give it a try!
You'll never know the outcome until you do[[=
