Wednesday, September 8, 2010
The 233rd Day @ 6:51 PM
I wonder..
Is everyone like that?..
In life, I always get an 'average'..
I never seem to hit that 'above average' standard..
So once i find things which i can achieve above average at,
I tend to get 'hooked' on to it?
Everyone enjoys acknowledgment yeah?..
Yet the person i want to be,
Doesn't answer to the world..
The person i want to be,
Is not affected by what other think of him..
Someone who even though doesn't excel,
Is contented..
That's the type of person i wanna be..
Hard ain't it?..
Haha =x
The insignificant feeling came back again..
I dunno..
Its just,
Hmmmm.. I don't know how to put it either ><..
Oh well..
The days are passing somewhat slowly..
Yet at the same time,
Very quickly..
Everything feels so distant~
Yawns =x
Hahas, ran out of sweets =O
Now there's nothing to eat at home again..
Seriously!
Next time, I'm going to get an personal snack bar in my house! =x
Sigh..
I'll write again later(:
Edit:
Gosh....
My eyes are teary ><
How am i supposed to jog!?!
Won't be able to see where I'm going D=
Sooo not in the mood..
Mood just got ruined again..
Just when i deleted the portion where i wanted to complain about my parents..
My dad gives me another reason to complain..
)':
My eyes were teary not because i was upset..
But I'm not sure about that now..
It sure is hard )':
Editing again D=
Yeah, I'm feeling better..
Can't say that my jog did the trick..
I guess, i was never really that upset to begin with..
After all, It has always been this way..
Somewhat used to it already..
Plus, i know deep down that my parents mean well..
So yeah, No more sadness(:
Its not worth it :D
*Deep breath* [=
ACK!
Sore throat! DX
Serious!
Oh well =X
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